So Tired Of Feeling Sick
(Santa Rosa, CA)
I am 10 wks pregnant and I have been feeling so sick. I am tired of not being able to eat much of anything and tired of puking. I have lost 10 lbs. Luckily I had a few extra to loose. I feel like a failure if I am having such a hard time now. How on earth am I going to make it to the end and take care of 2 babies? It's hard to get thru the day at work. I am not telling all at work that I am pregnant yet. It's all I can do sometimes to not toss my cookies in front of others. I keep puking in my garbage can. I just try to take it day by day, used all the tricks in the book. I have heard that this can last a lot longer in twin pregnancies. They all say it will be worth it in the end. I know that, but I am just so tired and scared that I don't have what it takes. And, to make matters worse, I just lost my Mom last year and oh how I wish she was here to support me as she always did. I guess I just needed someone to listen to me so thanks for letting me vent. I will jsut try to keep on trucking!